D ear Amy: My “dad” is not my biological father but he raised me. He and my mother divorced nine years ago.
My dad has been a “party animal” since his kids have all come of age.
Five years ago, my dad, my older sister and I were at a bar with our dad’s first cousin. Dad left the party early and my older sister left me with the cousin. I felt safe with him at the time. At the end of the night the cousin needed a ride back to his hotel.
I drove him there but did not feel safe driving back home. I thought it would be OK to stay the night at the hotel.
I went to sleep on the spare bed. I woke up with him lying on top of me, kissing me. I was terrified and ran out of the hotel.
I did not go to the family reunion the next day. Ever since this incident (I feel it was molestation) happened, I have kept my distance.
I told my dad what happened. My family has told me that he doesn’t believe my story. He continues to fly to Vegas to party with his cousin multiple times a year.
I am tired of being hurt that he chooses his perverted cousin over the daughter he raised.
How can I heal these open wounds before I decide to cut him off forever?
— Super Sad
Unfortunately your dad’s priority seems to be to keep his lifestyle going, and he is choosing to spend time with the person who tried to molest you — because it’s easier.
Don’t assume your dad will work hard to make this right. DO communicate with him (and the cousin who did this) and be completely truthful about what happened and how you feel about his response. To truly heal you will have to face this honestly, stand up for yourself (don’t brush it under the rug) and then work hard to recover and move on.
I had to train my husband to compliment me. And now he does.